I dissapear inside myself
Can't you hear me cry?
I just want to go to bed
And while i sleep I die
I am standing here alone
I do not make a sound
People try to find me
But I am never found
One day I realised something
God was alywas there?
He saw every tear I cried
And heard every silent prayer
Go away from me I'm just one big mess,
Everything I do and say will just make you love me less.
Voices saying I'm nothing, inside my head,
To-do list: get up, survive, and go back to bed.
Just leave me alone while I sit here and cry,
I wish I wasn't born I wish I would die.
Why do I have to look so ugly?
Get lost don't even try to hug me.
All by myself staring into space,
Nobody can even recognize my face.
No-one loves me I'm all alone,
Where is the place I can call home?
I never come first always last,
I see the scars and remember the past.
Why doesn't anyone understand me?
Of all this pain I wanna be set free.
This is all to
Save me from me by x-Sleeping-Beauty-x, literature
Literature
Save me from me
V1
My eyes are red from crying
My pillow is stained with tears
Nobody's listening to me
They don't understand my fears
Jesus died on the cross
To set us all free
So why do I need someone
To save me from me?
Cuz nobody knows the way I feel inside
Chorus
Would somebody save me from myself?
Would somebody save me from myself?
My friends I have pushed away
These feelings of pain are here to stay
Would somebody save me from myself?
Before it's too late
V2
Would somebody just listen,
To what I have to say?
I feel so alone
I don't feel okay
I want to go to sleep
Never to awake
Lying here wishing
My life God would take
Thes
Sitting in the corner of a very dark room, in my own world. I start to wonder how I ended up here. I can't quite remember what made me come here, in this world I made up in my head. It's so dark and I'm the only one here, it's so lonely, just how I like it. Since I'm here all by myself, I've all the time in the world to think, and some of the things that go through my head amaze me, sometimes I even hear voices telling me what I should do. The voices start talking to me inside my mind. They try to talk me into slitting my wrist, I try to fight it, but the voices get louder, louder, louder until I can't take it anymore, I slit my wrist. I didn
Dreaming of bubbles by x-Sleeping-Beauty-x, literature
Literature
Dreaming of bubbles
My life was going well the kind of life a mother dreams of for her child. It was as if I was dreaming, soft, white, bubbles. If I would fall, the bubbles would catch me. But it would seem my dream would turn to a nightmare, a waterfall crashing down, falling like the tears down my face. Tearing the bubbles in two, I wish I could wake up from this nightmare and start dreaming again of the bubbles…
Sleeping Beauty by x-Sleeping-Beauty-x, literature
Literature
Sleeping Beauty
Sleeping beauty
That's what I'll be
Sleeping beauty
For the whole world to see
Sleeping beauty
In a slumber so deep
Sleeping beauty
Forever I will sleep...